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1 " Hopeless. Freak. Elephant. Pitiful "
― Donna Cooner , Skinny
2 " We pass Tinsley's Fried Chicken with the big sign that reads, TRY OUR BIG, JUICY BREASTS. "
3 " I loved you when you were three hundred and two pounds, and I love you now."-Rat "
4 " I know Skinny is here, too, because whether I like it or not, she will always be a part of me. I just don't have to listen to her. Besides, there's too much else in my mind, and in my heart to listen to faint echoes. Instead I think of my entrance. My moments. My lines. My music. Those brilliant lights shining on the other side of that curtain tonight will change me forever. I know it. Surgery changed my stomach, Losing weight changed my body. Rat's love changed my heart. But saying good-bye to Skinny changed me most of all. Because Skinny is... was... me. Now it's her turn to listen. She needs to hear what's going to happen on this stage tonight. "
5 " It just wasn't fair. God made some people naturally skinny and some people naturally fat. I'd never know how my life would have been different if I'd been one of the ones He made skinny. I didn't know how He chose. This one will be blonde, with long thin legs and great skin. This one will be short and fat with legs that rub together when she walks. I just knew I wasn't one of the lucky ones. "
6 " No glass slippers, just a glass heart shattering into a million slivers of regret. "
7 " I'm so much more than what you've made me. "
8 " I finally understand what it's like to be truly awake, and I never ever want to go back to sleep again. "
9 " I'm always aware of being observed. Always self-conscious. I'm evidently living my life with stage fright. "
10 " At midnight, Cinderella ran away from the ball, leaving behind glass slipper. The doors swing slowly close behind, shutting out the sound of the party, and I realize I've lost something far more important than a shoe. I've lost my best friend. "
11 " The hard thing about waiting is the not knowing how it's going to go. That's what makes me really crazy. "
12 " Guilt sears instantly through my brain, but I don't stop walking away. "
13 " This isn't the way the fairy-tale is supposed to end. Everyone knows that. "
14 " It's like being on a tightrope stretched tightly between two skyscrapers - the past and the future. "
15 " But hope is such a fragile flower in the rocky ground of my soul. "
16 " I feel exposed. The camera is my nemesis. Right up there with mirrors. "
17 " Evidently you can dress me up, but you cant cover my scars. "
18 " The end of the street looks so far away. I want to turn back or at least stop, but my legs keep moving. Step after shuddering step, crashing painfully back down to earth over and over again. "
19 " I've been avoiding the mirror in the room. I always avoid the mirrors. "
20 " Long-buried hope starts to stir. terrified, I push it back down. "