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101 " Let there be ditchesLet you die in ditches and never use again the body of another "
― Melissa Broder , Last Sext
102 " But love isn't even the waterReal love is the lightDon't you know that yet?The water is something elseAs anything that grows dark and recedesIs something else not loveFine then I don't want loveFine then I don't want loveI want the water "
103 " I could spit the rainI could bring the floodI could say water waterI could say this into the nothing "
104 " If only I was blankedThe ground would give me a hug "
105 " Damming the ocean with bonesAnd glittery mirrors and minigods "
106 " Come in and wolf me "
107 " The bruises you shall take with you and heal next life "
108 " All the crystals Of how life isSome of themJust look like rocks "
109 " Enter the chambers and be them "
110 " And I've been told I have bats in my throatGet ready for the night shriek when I puke them up "
111 " Roses weep for your future knowing "
112 " Shipwreck and bathe in blankWe are talking serious baptism "
113 " And I know where not to goAnd I know where not to goAnd I run right to that placeAnd it's gleaming "
114 " Find bones beneath the poolhouse of the worldThe poolhouse indicates the pool is elsewhereIt is nearby but not on this planetThe bones are of god's dreampeopleThe dreampeople are us "
115 " Though in the darkYou looked so human in your skinThat I called you human in my headAnd did not want you thenAnd felt relieved "
116 " Another kind of death more spiral than the dustAn ego death where I should start my lifeBut I don't want any deathsAnd I don't want any livesI want to hunt phantasms in the smeared skiesGive Orion my thighsGive my blood to the lightNever having beenAnd so forever born in cosmic leaves "
117 " An unearthly liquid, so otherAnd I was told to keep it inside till foreverNow I cry astral tears for all the fake holiesThis is how you alchemize you cryI can teach you alchemy if you lick my astral tearsOr maybe just watch me "
118 " We are the ones who are supposed to be betterSomething broke insideSomething was broken at conception "
119 " Now god fills with guiltNow god cries for all of us "
120 " But she felt the light go with himAnd she prayed she would go to "