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" The first spurt hit the back of my throat, and I swallowed. And it was more of the desperate, half-formed moans that Josh let loose which finally did me in. Thrusting through my own fist, I came hard, spraying my stomach, and probably Josh’s ass. He pulled out, sliding backward through the mess, landing on my chest in a shuddering pile. “Still coming,” he gasped. I reached down between his legs, cupping those heavy balls. He groaned, writhing on my slicked stomach, and then collapsed. “Jesus. I think you needed that,” I said, rubbing his back, where the lean muscle was firm under my hand. I’d been yearning to touch him like this. Every time he passed through a room where I was, I had to hold myself back. Josh answered me on a mumble that I could not understand. But it didn’t matter. His fingers threaded into my hair while he kissed my neck. "
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" Baby, are you okay?” No. Not at all. But please feel free to call me ‘baby’ again. Anytime you want. “Josh?” He crept back up and lay beside me. “Didn’t you like it?” I peeked at him from under my hand. He was still the same, calm Caleb that I’d always known. “I never liked anything more,” I admitted. “But we shouldn’t have done it.” Maybe another man would have gotten mad. But Caleb just reached up a hand and pushed the damp hair off my forehead. “I wanted to wait until we were somewhere more… secure,” he said. “But I’m not going to feel guilty about this. And I hope you won’t, either.” I squeezed my eyes shut. “It’s a sin.” “No,” he whispered, still stroking my face. “Hurting someone is a sin. Did I hurt you?” “No.” “Does this hurt someone else? Are you going to marry a woman, Josh? Am I keeping you from that?” “No,” I sighed. It was funny, but I’d always known I wouldn’t marry a woman. A wife would never be found for me at Paradise. And not once had I felt bad about it. "
― , Goodbye Paradise (Hello Goodbye, #1)
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" That was crazy,” I said eventually. “Crazy good? Or Crazy-and-now-you’re-a-sinner?” I turned my face away. “Both. But don’t make fun.” “I’m sorry,” he said, sounding worried. “But every time we touch each other, I feel more certain, not less.” “Certain of what?” “Of this,” he said immediately. “Of living my own life, the way I want to. It isn’t just that it feels good.” He squeezed my hand. “Although it sure the hell does. It also feels right.” “Really? Because I doubt Maggie is going to see it your way.” Caleb was silent, although his thumb stroked my knuckles. “I don’t know what Maggie would think. But she’s just one person.” “A pretty important one. "
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" Come here. Straddle me,” I demanded. With bashful eyes, Josh threw a leg over me, sitting on my hips. What a view! His lean, muscular chest rose up above me. Josh had only a little hair trailing down the center of his abs, thickening as it approached his beautiful dick. I put my palms on his torso, rubbing him sweetly. “What are you thinking about right now?” “Kissing you,” he said immediately. “Get to it, then.” He put his hands down onto the mattress and gave me his mouth. Lord, I’d missed this. His wet lips skimmed me first, and then his tongue came out to play with mine. We lost ourselves in those kisses. After only a few minutes, we were both moaning and fucking our hips against one another. It was awesome. But I didn’t want to come like this, though I was already close. “Sit up, baby,” I begged. Josh obeyed me immediately. I grabbed his dick in my hand and gave it a squeeze. “I want this in my mouth.” His breath stuttered. And then he tried to slide off me. But I caught his hip in my free hand. “No. Stay here. Slide forward on me. All the way up.” His eyes went wide, but he began to scoot up my body. I was hard as nails, too, with Josh spread wide for me, and right in my face. The musky scent of him made me desperate. And the bead of cum on the tip of his dick made me lick my lips. I craned my neck and licked it off. Josh gasped. "
― , Goodbye Paradise (Hello Goodbye, #1)
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" Come on, baby,” I urged, lying back again. “Fuck my mouth.” He whimpered, then moved a bit closer. I reached under his legs and grabbed his ass, pulling him forward. “I don’t want to choke you,” he worried. “But what a way to go, right? Get in my mouth already.” On a moan, Josh pushed forward, the salty tip of him pressing between my lips, over my tongue. “Mmm,” I groaned. Perhaps Josh had been right to worry about making noise when Maggie and Daniel were home. I loved the sounds we made together. It would be a crime to silence them. And I loved the taste of his skin. Opening wide, I sucked him down. Above me, Josh grabbed the headboard and dropped his head back. I could see every ripple as his abs tightened in excitement. His lean, strong arms tensed when I gave him a good suck. He was in heaven, and it was me who had put him there. He pulled back a bit, and I released him, kissing the tip, tonguing the sensitive place under the head. “Fuck my mouth, baby. I can take it.” Josh panted above me. “Don’t know if I can last more than two minutes, anyway.” “Give it to me. I want to drink you down.” “Whew.” He squeezed his eyes shut. “Make that one minute, if you’re going to say things like that.” I yanked on his hips, pulling him into my mouth again. Breathing deeply, Josh began to ride my mouth in short, deliberate thrusts. I could feel how close he was, and just thinking about it made me want to come, too. I dropped one of Josh’s hips so I could grab my own aching dick in one hand. He began a keening moan, low in his chest. His hips became jerky, the movement unfocused. “Oh, Caleb,” he sobbed. "
― , Goodbye Paradise (Hello Goodbye, #1)
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" I perched on the edge, and Caleb tilted his head, studying me. I let myself look into his eyes. It was allowed, because that’s what he was doing. “I’m going to try something, and hopefully you won’t freak out.” “Okay?” That was a strange thing to say. But even though I had no clue what came next, I wasn’t nervous. I could never be afraid of Caleb. It just wasn’t possible. I could be angry at him sometimes. But never afraid. “Turn toward me.” I shifted my knees so that I faced him more directly. Caleb reached a hand up to cup the side of my face, dragging his rough thumb across my top lip. I stopped breathing. His lips parted. Then he slowly leaned in, until his face was an inch from mine. His thumb still stroked my face. I was having an out of body experience, probably. Or dreaming. But it felt so real. And then… My brain flickered out as his lips brushed mine. I heard a gasp, which had come from my own chest. And then Caleb kissed me. His mouth slanted over mine, and the moistness of his lips was too real to be a dream. Too sweet to be a hallucination. "
― , Goodbye Paradise (Hello Goodbye, #1)
