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1 " If you take the meaning out of the world, all that’s left is controlling each other. "
― L.T. Vargus , Casting Shadows Everywhere
2 " Out of all of the trillions of years of the Earth’s history, you might be alive for one 70 or 80 year period. That ain’t so long. You should be out ready to burn this motherfucker to the groun’ while you can. But they somehow get you all scared and hung up on these stupid ideas. "
3 " I look for meaning even though I know I won’t really find it. "
4 " See, I saw someone get strangled once when I was 9. "
5 " Can you imagine strangling someone for 10 minutes? "
6 " Everybody wants to feel special and loved. But you sort of need to feel like you’ve earned it. "
7 " We all have heard a bunch of times that drinking kills brain cells, right? Right. Well, what I didn’t know was that the actual sensation of brain cells being damaged is what being drunk is. So basically people are killing their brain cause it feels good. Weird, right? "
8 " Kind of, but it’s more than that. It’s like a lot of shit you’ve been told in your life is a lie. All these rules and all these things you worry about... they ain’t got real meanin’ on their own. The only meanin’ they got is what we give ’em, you know? "
9 " But nobody’s perfect. So it makes you feel like... like they don’t know you at all, and they never could. They just like this imaginary perfect girl in their head, you know? And if they did figure out what you were really like, then maybe they wouldn’t like it so much. So even though someone thinking you’re perfect may sound good, it’s not. "
10 " So I will dive head first into something new. I will sit on my hands no longer. I will reach out, grab the world by the shoulders, wrestle it to the goddamn ground, and I will do... something. I will do something. I will do anything. Cause take it from me: Anything is better than nothing. Nothing is a bottomless black hole of bad times, dude. It’s weird. I had my doubts, but I am excited now. It feels like anything is possible. It feels like there’s a reason to get up in the morning. It feels like I’m finally awake after sleepwalking for so long. "
11 " I bet sliced smoked sausage wouldn’t be a terrible pizza topping. "
12 " It’s not like paying attention to them instead would make anything better. Maybe that is what is so hard about it all. There’s nothing useful to do with yourself in so many ways. Your mind just gropes along the edges of that empty space and can’t make any sense of it, can’t find any meaning in it, so you go back to thinking about yourself. It might be that’s all you can do. "
13 " A close with damage that can never be repaired. "
14 " But I look for meaning anyway. I look for it in books. I look for it in relationships. I look for it in the endless crowds of kids funneling in and out of the school. I look for it in death. I look for it in the snow in the middle of the night while the rest of the world sleeps. I look for it goddamn everywhere. "
15 " Nick says a lot of stuff like that. Like his whole life is an action movie. "
16 " Well, what he done to you is a fact. It is what it is. But what it means is just an idea. You can’t change a fact, but you can always change an idea. "
17 " -I like how she doesn’t wear makeup ever when most girls in school cake their goddamn faces with it like they’re about to go on live television. "
18 " I think he just changed the spelling, Robert. Like for artistic reasons.” He wrinkled his nose up and thought about it, squeezing the ball a second before he went back to firing up layups. “No. I think they’re different. Tupac Shakur and two-pack.” “Maybe you’re right,” I said. I didn’t even want to get into the whole Makaveli thing. "
19 " This is what I’m sayin’: Doin’ stuff you’s scared to do and succeeding builds confidence like nothin’ else. "
20 " Every day is a chance to get better and better and better at whatever you want to do. Or whoever you want to be, I guess. "