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1 " The Border: A Double SonnetThe border is a line that birds cannot see.The border is a beautiful piece of paper folded carelessly in half.The border is where flint first met steel, starting a century of fires.The border is a belt that is too tight, holding things upbut making it hard to breathe.The border is a rusted hingethat does not bend.The border is the blood clot in the river’s vein.The border saysStop to the wind, but the wind speaks another language,and keeps going.The border is a brand, the “Double-X” of barbed wirescarred into the skin of so many. The border has always beena welcome stopping place but is now a Stop sign,always red. The border is a jump rope still thereeven after the game is finished. The border is areal crack in an imaginary dam.The border used to be an actual place but nowit is the act of a thousand imaginations.The border, the word border, sounds like order,but in this place they do not rhyme.The border is a handshake that becomes a squeezing contest.The border smells like cars at noon and woodsmoke in the evening.The border is the place between the two pages in a book where the spine is bent too far.The border is two men in love with the same woman.The border is an equation in search of an equals sign.The border is the location of the factory where lightning and thunder are made.The border is “NoNo” the Clown, who can’t make anyone laugh.The border is a locked door that has been promoted. The border is a moat but without a castle on either side.The border has become Checkpoint Chale. The border is a place of plans constantly broken and repaired and broken.The border is mighty, but even the parting of the seas created a path, not a barrier. The border is a big, neat, clean, clear black line on a map that does not exist.The border is the line in new bifocals: below, small things get bigger; above, nothing changes. The border is a skunk with a white line down its back. "
― Alberto Alvaro Ríos , A Small Story about the Sky
2 " Dry WaterWe have rain, but it’s a dry rain, a skinny rain,A thin water coming down in a covert action,Rain that comes down already thirsty.No good for making soup,Its wet is gone by the time it reaches the ground.Maybe that’s smart.Maybe this place is hiding something,Taking care of us. Maybe there’s a great reserve of rainKept in a secret, carefully guarded, undergroundAquifer treasure chest,Like all the gold we’ve heard about at Fort KnoxBut which we’ve never actually seen,Even though they say there is so much of it.Our rivers are that way, too—invisible,Sandy acts of faith. This is exaggeration, of course:Water in this place is not uncommon.But to see it, you must spend years training the eye.And to taste it, to taste it at all,You must dream it into the glass you think you hold. "
3 " Words in the WoodsAll the words that have been spoken hereOver time, over centuries: they stay.We hear occasional echoes, thinkA bird has chirped or a cricket,But it was a moment of laughterHappy enough to be here stillEven as the years themselves are gone.A glint in someone’s eye, a quality of light—Something, something made one say wordsTo another, and they laughed.Words spoken have some slight weight:As they go forward from the mouth, they fall In a slow arc over time.But they do not go—In falling they are in the humus that feeds the trees,And in their time they enter the treesAnd are the trees, so that the limbsAnd the leaves of these trees, this shadeIs that conversation, so pleasant, so long ago. "
4 " Epithalamium: Next to MeI was full not of bones but of feeling,I was full not of bones but of you.Your hands became my ribs, my ribsYour fingers, and they held me—They hold me now.I began to feel I had clouds, rivers, stars for bones—I felt them move inside, enough to let you in.When I first saw you, when you stood next to meYou stood next to me and a little inside,The way you stand next to me now.Your arm inside mine, your left hip in my right,Your hip a little in the middle of my walk.I let you into the bones inside me and did not let you out.I see you in front of me now but I can close my eyesAnd see you too. I didn’t understand this,I didn’t know this would happenI didn’t know you would stand at—and be—my sideUntil now. "
5 " These are the maps we make of ourselves,The foods and mountains, the world,The stars, the air we are for each other—These are the measure. We are ourselves,Every inch a mile for each other.My friend, that’s all.And it is everything.We used to be somebody else,One here, one there, but now togetherWe are today, and will be tomorrow. "
6 " Epithalamium: BreathlessnessThe night stars make a shore of sand in the summer sky,A brilliant beach of The Impossible.You have found this place in each other,Not far away but up close,Found it in the stopped moment in which you now live:A hand inside a hand, a look that seesWhat the other sees, ears that hear one song,A love alive inside heartbeat and deep breath and dark hair.This place is yours now, the broad shore of a new world.It is your abiding gift to each other to knowThat when together you close your eyesIt is the closed eye that sees farthest,To know how, in the stopped moment, it is breathlessness—Not breathing—that defines you.As you stand in this imagined, now real, place of yourselves,You are for each other—More alive, more present, no greater adventureThan each other. "
7 " The Circus in the DesertIn the great Sonoran desert of the Southwest,He found room enough for time itself...In this vastness he found the world of the livingWaiting their turn to move onStanding next to the generations that had already passedBut had not yet left this world,Not yet finished with their grand and stark moment,Not yet done with their tea and amusements.In the emptiness of the desert, he saw the crowd.He did not invent—he saw what faced himAnd spoke back to it in its language.Hello to the band, he said, hello and farewell.In this darkness, in this desert,With a wave good-bye of his own hand,He bid his monsters and menMarch in parade against the coming of the quiet. "
8 " Hands on the Wall of a ChurchI am full where I was empty—My arms can hold no more. I have found what I was looking forThough what it is I cannot see.What is invisible fills meBut it is not what you think,Not God, not the saints, not angels.I feel my mother’s handTouching this same wall.I feel my grandmother’s hand In the story my mother toldOf the summer day when her motherBrought her to this church,How they stood together and put their handsTo its wall, which was so big.How my grandmother told my motherThat her own mother had done the sameSo many years agoAll those years suddenly in this moment.All those hands in mineAs I touch the wall of a church,This church, here, hard, now. "
9 " Citizens of a Great CountryWe are made of them, finally, as we try to sleep, to reachThe place that night with all its stars has shown us,All its stars as all of us, and all our cities, and all our countries,All our histories and all our families, every one.The country of us is large.We ourselves are its borderWherever we are, whoever we are, safe as we try and want to be. "