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41 " She becomes the voice of reason when there is none "
― Samantha Schutz , I Don't Want To Be Crazy
42 " So afraid to go outside, to be happy, to be with other people, because they do not understand what it is like. "
― Samantha Schutz
43 " All of a sudden the world opened upand it's doing it again now.In this garden there are so many stories,so many other problems besides mine. "
44 " We need a voice from the outside because our own voices cannot be trusted. "
45 " Where are you and what you are doing is something you have done dozens of times before without having any problems.Recognize that you are going to get out of this- that you always get out of this, that you are going to live, that you won't go crazy.I am telling you that you will live, because you always live, because you are strong and beautiful. "
46 " I cry and wonder how I'm going to fall asleep because sleeping means waking and going through all this again. "
47 " I am in a house. I am in one room and my anxiety is in another.It's close. I can feel it. I can go to it. But I won't. "
48 " I miss how things were familiar with him, even if it was the familiar feeling of being let down. "
49 " I could always count on him letting me down. "
50 " The panic, a voice in the distance -loud enough to hear, but quiet enough to ignore. "
51 " I am left with a feeling and I cannot tell if it's emptiness or fullness. "
52 " It's good to know that I'm not the only unsuicidal person thinking about killing herself. "
53 " I know I am sick, I just thought I was better. "
54 " Everyone is looking up toward us, but I am looking back. "
55 " I an not happy. I am not unhappy. I am frozen somewhere in the middle that is so much worse. I am NOWHERE. Nothing is happening and I am getting more and more sad. "
56 " But shouldn't a limitless possibility of bad open the spectrum for a limitless possibility of good? "
57 " I wish I had water. I wish I had something to read. "
58 " It feels like I have a raging fever, like my insides are melting. This must be what it feels like the moment before you die. "
59 " The moment I drove away in September I felt like someone was following our car with an eraser, rubbing out my old life. "
60 " Putting the potential for damage into someone else's hands is scary. I have to have control, even if it is the power to self-destruct. "