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1 " Maybe it’s still worth it to me, even if it doesn’t last forever,” he said. “Maybe you’re still worth it to me. "
― Dara Horn , Eternal Life
2 " Many days and years and people had passed before she understood that the details themselves were the still and sacred things, that there was nothing else, that the curtain of daily life itself was holy, that behind it was only a void. "
3 " Did you ever notice that when you read the same book again and again, the book doesn’t change, but you do? "
4 " Eventually Honi asked God to kill him, because he realized he had become superfluous. Which in fact was the entire purpose of life, to live in such a way that one made oneself superfluous. And therein lay the root of the problem. There was no point in any of it, none at all, unless one had plans to leave. "
5 " No one had any idea of how thick a layer of arbitrary conventions enshrouded a naked soul. "
6 " That's the problem. We don't grow. We're like an old book, full of stories and also full of errors, and no one can completely understand us, even though many people try. But the problem is that we don't change. Only the people around us change. "
7 " Then there were other reasons for living too, ones that mortals rarely thought of but that raged like fires in Rachel’s mind: To correct mistakes. To avoid regret. To accept regret. To change. But none of these seemed possible either. "
8 " Either brave or stupid, Rachel thought. Of course, everything brave was also stupid. Sadly the same could not be said of the reverse. "
9 " You can’t only think about endings,” he said. “There’s no point to that. Endings are something you and I will never understand. "
10 " She didn’t know exactly when she had first felt the sensation of regret. It was a physical sensation, a shudder that began deep in the stomach and traveled up through the throat; it was distinct from remorse, which one felt first in the throat and only later in the gut. Yet it was regret that she couldn’t handle. She did anything she could to avoid it—including the initial bargain, the one that began everything. And now this one. "
11 " But you and I are the only ones who know we’ll never get there, that nothing is ever over. I feel like I’m always falling. I’ve been falling without landing "
12 " two thousand years.” “Maybe you’ve been flying, "