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1 " The doctor himself looked a bit like a forest creature, with a trim build and rounded cheeks that protruded slightly, like a squirrel with a nut or two socked away inside. "
― Ross Douthat , The Deep Places: A Memoir of Illness and Discovery
2 " Before sickness took me, I tended to assume this was because in a world with less everyday pain, the experience of suffering felt more outrageous, more unjust, than it did in a world where pain was too ubiquitous to be concealed or filtered out of everyday experience. And I still think there’s something to this idea, since entering a permanent-seeming sickness did seem like an impossible outrage to my modern self at first—like some sort of ridiculous bureaucratic mistake. But what I learned from my illness is that chronic suffering can make belief in a providential God, if you have such a thing going in, feel essential to your survival, no "