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1 " He would treat me like a child, which was not a bad thing exactly, but came with shades of grey since being a child also came with the inability to make one's own decisions, being dependent on someone else and being directed by an 'elder' about the right course of action. "
― Namrata Gupta , Lost Love Late Love
2 " He would hurt me and make the hurt my fault. So no matter who got hurt, I was to be blamed, always. "
3 " I think you're confused most of the times. You just go with the flow till all your choices disappear and you're left with just one path to follow. You postpone decision making. Maybe because most of the times you're scared of facing your thoughts or the reality. "
4 " Maybe I fell in love with a version of him that didn't exist. "
5 " He made you dependent on him so that your happiness depended on his and his depended on whether or not you agreed to what he said. "
6 " I was to be perennially torn this way without him. Now even more than earlier. Because earlier I didn't realize what being complete felt like. I didn't know that feeling until I lived it with him. But once I had felt it, things were never the same again. The lack of him was to be there always. "
7 " You're my soulmate. You feel familiar, like someone I have known since before. You are at the back of my mind always. "
8 " Heartbreak is very hard to live with. In the morning, it made me wish that I could just snooze my alarm and hide from the sunlight. In the afternoon, I cried at work silently, then I ran to the washroom so that nobody noticed. In the late afternoon, my brain would unsuccessfully try to take control for an hour after which I would be exhausted from the emotional roller coaster led by my heart. At night, I would squeeze my pillow, howling inside and yet not being able to scream, wishing that I could stop feeling the stinging pain. "
9 " I can spend a lifetime like this, just sitting here with you like this. "
10 " It felt like I always wanted him, even before I knew him. He was the dream I couldn't explain in words but always knew it existed deep down within me. It was only when I found that dream breathing in a person that I realized that he was what I was looking for all this while. "
11 " I think you forgot that love is as much a verb as it is a noun,It demands an action as much as it makes us swoon under its feeling.And if not you, I'm sure I have no need for a wedding gown,Running back to you and finding an escape in your memories will always be more thrilling. "
12 " You held my hand and took me to places magical,I kept your words like sacred verses, wrapped up in red ribbons, at the back of my mind.You made me rise like a phoenix from the ashes, my existence became mythical,When your lips touched mine, I experienced sheer bliss that I could never find. "
13 " The hope of uniting with you kept me alive and yet killed me,Wrapped up in possibilities I had no control over, it ate me.If anything could've stopped you, I would've raised wars for you,My love couldn't make miracles but I've got these scars for you. "
14 " I couldn't think of anything except him. I didn't want to be anyone except his. I didn't want to do anything except be with him. I looked at other things but I was lost in his thoughts. Nothing except him made me happy anymore. Nothing except him made me sad anymore. I felt only him. "
15 " He knew how often I needed to travel to be sane, what my favorite places were, which seat I would choose in a restaurant, which songs I listened to depending on my mood, how I looked when I was hungry, how much sugar I would like in my coffee, what hurt me and what would fix it, when I craved a hug and how tight should that be, how to make out my mood from my voice and how fast my heart would beat if I was asked to address a gathering of five hundred people. "
