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1 " This I want to believe implicitly: Man was born for love and revolution. "
― Osamu Dazai , The Setting Sun
2 " I have no desire for others to take it on themselves to analyze my thoughts. I am without thoughts. I have never, not even once, acted on the basis of any doctrine or philosophy.I am convinced that those people whom the world considers good and respects are all liars and fakes. I do not trust the world. "
3 " In spite of my suffering, at the thought that I was sure to end up by killing myself, I cried aloud and burst into tears. "
4 " When I pretended to be precocious, people started the rumor that I was precocious. When I acted like an idler, rumor had it I was an idler. When I pretended I couldn't write a novel, people said I couldn't write. When I acted like a liar, they called me a liar. When I acted like a rich man, they started the rumor I was rich. When I feigned indifference, they classed me as the indifferent type. But when I inadvertently groaned because I was really in pain, they started the rumor that I was faking suffering. The world is out of joint. "
5 " It isn't that I dislike artists, but I can't stand anyone who puts on those ponderous airs of a man of character. "
6 " Last year nothing happenedThe year before nothing happenedAnd the year before that nothinghappened. "
7 " My heart had melted into something akin to a sensation of happiness, peace of mind one might even say, at the realization that I had now reached the very bottom of agony. "
8 " For the first time in my life I realized what a horrible, miserable, salvationless hell it is to be without money. "
9 " Even if Mary gives birth to a child who is not her husband's, if she has a shining pride, they become a holy mother and child. "
10 " Anyway, you can be sure of one thing, a man's got to fake just to stay alive. "
11 " I wonder if there is anyone who is not depraved. A wearisome thought.I want money. Unless I have it....In my sleep, a natural death! "
12 " Humanity? Don't be silly. I know. It is knocking down your fellow-men for the sake of your own happiness. "
13 " At times everything grows misty and dark before my eyes, and I feel that the strength of my whole body is oozing away through my finger tips. "
14 " I am afraid because I can so clearly foresee my own life rotting away of itself, like a leaf that rots without falling, while I pursue my round of existence from day to day. "
15 " It is painful for the plant which is myself to live in the atmosphere and light of this world. Somewhere an element is lacking which would permit me to continue. "
16 " In our lives we know joy, anger, sorrow, and a hundred other emotions, but these emotions altogether occupy a bare one per cent of our time. The remaining ninety-nine per cent is just living in waiting. "
17 " The courageous testimony of Dr. Faust that a maiden's smile is more precious than history, philosophy, education, religion, law, politics,economics, and all the other branches of learning. Learning is another name for vanity. It is the effort of human beings not to be human beings. "
18 " Any man who criticizes my suicide and passes judgment on me with an expression of superiority, declaring (without offering the least help) that I should have gone on living my full complement of days, is assuredly a prodigy among men quite capable of tranquilly urging the Emperor to open a fruit shop. "
19 " I am sure that the reason why I wept and stormed as if I had gone off my head was that the combination of physical exhaustion and my unhappiness had made me hate and resent everything. "
20 " I must go on living. And, though itmay be childish of me, I can't go on insimple compliance. From now on I muststruggle with the world. I thought thatMother might well be the last of thosewho can end their lives beautifully andsadly, struggling with no one, neitherhating nor betraying anyone. In theworld to come there will be no room forsuch people. The dying are beautiful,but to live, to survive – those thingssomehow seem hideous andcontaminated with blood. "