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The Beginning of After QUOTES

The Beginning of After QUOTES

1 " Now I lay facedown on the bed, sobbing for the woman
who once slept here not knowing that someday one of her
worst fears would come true "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

2 " It was like how people find other people to be in love with, all random and accidental and lucky. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

3 " Holding the knife with the blade against my palm, it became so clear how my life would only contain shadows now. Shadows of things gone; not just the people themselves but everything connected to them. Was this my future? Every moment, every tiny thing I saw and did and touched, weighted by loss. Every space in this house and
my town and the world in general, empty in a way that could never be filled. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

4 " Then I closed my eyes.

That was it. That was Before. Now here we go into After. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

5 " The only thing I knew for sure at that moment was that David would be back.If I was gone when that happened, would he leave again? For good?
David, do you know that’s a chance I can’t take? "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

6 " It seemed like the only way to keep breathing was to focus on the here and now, moment by moment, keeping my mind frozen cold to anything else. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

7 " That's the whole thing about grieving... It's part of the deal: You get to be alive and to love, but in exchange you also have to put in some serious hurt time. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

8 " i've found that letting something stay broken for a little while helps me understand it. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

9 " Sometimes my life here felt like a cage where I could never escape the pain. At other times it felt like the only firm ground on earth "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

10 " I quickly imagined that I could reach my hand into my chest, yank out that awful feeling, place it on an invisibl ecloud of air right in front of me, then push it away. Push it away "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

11 " Keep in touch.
I suddenly realized how annoying that expression was. Like, Now it's your job to stay in contact with me. It said, I'm really just too lazy.
I started to write back, to keep in touch, but decided I'd be lazy as well. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

12 " It was true. I wasn't good with liking someone. my instinct was total self-preservation: show no sign of weakness. This was my pathetic way of being shy. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

13 " It was easier to be the victim, but it didn’t feel so great. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

14 " But if I can't change something, I don't waste energy on it. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

15 " Laurel, I hope you find something like this, a little self-destructive habit you can turn to every once in a while, when you’re tired of being good. It will keep you sane. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

16 " Kiss me, Joe. I won’t shatter… Seriously, Joe, you can touch me without breaking me. In fact, you might even put me a little bit back together. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

17 " I'm taking it day by day." I liked saying this. It was honest, short, and seemed to satisfy people. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

18 " If you're going to do it, do it. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

19 " I sat parked for a while in the parent pickup lot, watching a bunch of little kids run relays up and down the field. To be nine years old. To have life simply about family and friends and who was mad at who and which games you wanted to play at recess, and getting gold stars on spelling tests, an feeling that first crush.

Laurel, you had everything back then, and you didn't even know it. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After

20 " I'm a little mad. He shouldn't have said whatever he said to make you so upset. But we should try not to judge people based on one instance. "

― Jennifer Castle , The Beginning of After