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1 " That's better, little bird," he speaks to me under his breath, and his words hit me harder than any whip of a belt could ever do. Little bird. Sam always used to call me that. My Sam, caring, protective, sweet Sam. Not this monster. "
― D.S. Wrights , Wake
2 " My beautiful little bird has become a bird of prey, and it suits her oh-so-well "
3 " If I want it that much, it cannot be right. This is what all of them have taught me "
4 " It’s only forbidden, but nothing to be ashamed of "
5 " All of this feels so much more like a nightmare than reality, but only reality hurts this much "
6 " I don’t care if it’s hate now, or if it’s love. I mean something to her, and that’s the most precious thing to me "
7 " No one will know that I enjoy it "
8 " I want to hate her back with all I have. I want to tear her open, break her, rip her apart until she begs for mercy, and begs for more "
9 " The sounds she makes are my requiem "
10 " This is perfection. This is completion. This is what I was born for "
11 " If this is sin, then let me worship the devil. No, I’ll worship her instead "
12 " There is no forgiveness. That deed is an unspeakable act. I argued with myself about it, went through every possible explanation. This cannot be forgiven. I do not deserve forgiveness "
13 " If there is really a God, and these people are his righteous children, I am going to worship the Devil instead. May he give me the power to destroy them "
14 " I won’t try to make this better, to make this anything else than it really is. I am being raped "
15 " If you act like a slut, I must treat you as one "
16 " This obsession is unhealthy, son "
17 " She is smart enough now to keep her secrets just in her head "
18 " But that man is dead. And she killed him "
19 " He doesn’t desire me. This is not longing, or love. This is hate-sex "
20 " I happened to you "
