I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality QUOTES

1 " The theologian Paul Tillich wrote that "loneliness can be conquered only by those who can bear solitude." Because the borderline finds solitude so difficult to tolerate, she is trapped in a relentless metaphysical loneliness from which the the only relief comes from of the physical presence of others. So she will often rush to singles bars or with crowded haunts, often with disappointing--or even violent--results. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

2 " A borderline suffers a kind of emotional hemophilia; [s]he lacks the clotting mechanism needed to moderate [his or her] spurts of feeling. Stimulate a passion, and the borderline emotionally bleeds to death. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

3 " He may attempt suicide, often not with the intent to die but to feel something, to confirm he is alive. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

4 " For many borderlines, “out of sight, out of mind” is an excruciatingly real truism. Panic sets in when the borderline is separated from a loved one because the separation feels permanent. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

5 " Everything looked and sounded unreal. Nothing was what it is. That’s what I wanted—to be alone with myself in another world where truth is untrue and life can hide from itself. —From Long Day’s Journey into Night, by Eugene O’Neill "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

6 " The borderline’s split view of himself includes a special, entitled part and an angry, unworthy part that masochistically deserves punishment, although he may not be consciously aware of one side or the other. In fact, a pattern of this type of “invited” victimization is often a solid indication of BPD pathology. Although "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

7 " Although the borderline may not be consciously aware of this dilemma, he frequently places a friend or relation in a no-win situation in which the other person is condemned no matter which way he goes. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

8 " circumstances, the borderline bases his attitude toward another person on the most recent encounter, rather than on a more stable and enduring perception grounded in a consistent, connected series of experiences. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

9 " Because memory cannot be adequately utilized to retain an image, the borderline forgets what the object of his concern looks like, sounds like, feels like. To escape the panicky sensation of abandonment and loneliness, the borderline tries to cling desperately—calling, writing, using any means to maintain contact. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

10 " Borderline individuals are the psychological equivalent of third-degree burn patients. They simply have, so to speak, no emotional skin. Even the slightest touch or movement can create immense suffering.”1 "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

11 " Adjusting to a world that is continually inconsistent and untrustworthy is a major problem for the borderline. The borderline’s universe lacks pattern and predictability. Friends, jobs, and skills can never be relied upon. The borderline must keep testing and retesting all of these aspects of his life; he is in constant fear that a trusted person or situation will change into the total opposite—absolute betrayal. A hero becomes a devil; the perfect job becomes the bane of his existence. The borderline cannot conceive that individual or situational object constancy can endure. He has no laurels on which to rest. Every day he must begin anew trying desperately to prove to himself that the world can be trusted. Just because the sun has risen in the East for thousands of years does not mean it will happen today. He must see it for himself each and every day. CASE "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

12 " Much of the borderline’s dramatic behavior is related to his interminable search for something to fill the emptiness that continually haunts him. Relationships and drugs are two of the mechanisms the borderline uses to combat the loneliness and to capture a sense of existing in a world that feels real. CASE "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

13 " All is caprice. They love without measure those whom they will soon hate without reason. —Thomas Sydenham, seventeenth-century English physician, on “hystericks,” the equivalent of today’s borderline personality "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

14 " The borderline’s endless quest is to find a perfect caregiver who will be all-giving and omnipresent. The search often leads to partners with complementary pathology: both lack insight into their mutual destructiveness. For "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

15 " Borderline rage is often terrifying in its unpredictability and intensity. It may be sparked by relatively insignificant events and explode without warning. It may be directed at previously valued people. The threat of violence frequently accompanies this anger. All of these features make borderline rage much different from typical anger. In "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

16 " Technically defined, splitting is the rigid separation of positive and negative thoughts and feelings about oneself and others; that is, the inability to synthesize these feelings. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

17 " If you suffered from neglect in childhood, it may cause you to go from one person to another, hoping that someone will supply whatever is missing. You may not be able to care much about yourself, and think marriage will end this, and then find yourself in the alarming situation of being married but emotionally unattached. . . . Moreover, the person who [has] neglect in his background is always restless and anxious because he cannot obtain emotional satisfaction. . . . These restless, impulsive moves help to create the illusion of living emotionally. . . . Such a person may, for example, be engaged to be married to one person and simultaneously be maintaining sexual relationships with two or three others. Anyone who offers admiration and respect has appeal to them—and because their need for affection is so great, their ability to discriminate is severely impaired.21 "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

18 " Fifty years ago in his novel Cat’s Cradle, Kurt Vonnegut playfully (but prophetically) called these “connections” a “granfalloon”—a group of people who choose, or claim to have, a shared identity or purpose, but whose mutual association is actually meaningless. The author offered two examples, Daughters of the American Revolution and the General Electric Company; if Vonnegut wrote the novel today, the examples could just as easily be Facebook or Twitter. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

19 " Unwilling to play the hand that is dealt [to] him, the borderline keeps folding every time, losing his ante, waiting to be dealt four aces. If he cannot be assured of winning, he won't play out the hand. Improvement comes when he learns to accept the hand for what it is, and recognize that, skillfully played, he can still win. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality

20 " Periods of relaxed social-sexual mores and less structured romantic relationships (such as in the late 1960s and 1970s) are more difficult for borderlines to handle; increased freedom and lack of structure paradoxically imprison the borderline, who is severely handicapped in devising his own individual system of values. Conversely, the sexual withdrawal period of the late 1980s (due in part to the AIDS epidemic) can be ironically therapeutic for borderline personalities. Social fears enforce strict boundaries that can be crossed only at the risk of great physical harm; impulsivity and promiscuity now have severe penalties in the form of STDs, violent sexual deviants, and so on. This external structure can help protect the borderline from his own self-destructiveness. "

― Jerold J. Kreisman , I Hate You, Don't Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality