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1 " you dont grow up with my mother and not know all about power over men. how to get it. how to use it. how to keep it. and now she hasnt even lost it, shes given it to him on a silver plater because of love, and im reeling, because its such a con. "
― Tess Sharpe , The Girls I've Been
2 " Ashley," he barks suddenly. "yes?" I learned he early he doesn't like being asked what. he thinks young ladies should be positive. yes is so much more affirmative and positive. "
3 " but I don't think there is a my side. i think there's only a her side. that's what being Haley taught me... and I have the scars to prove it. "
4 " this is what i know:if they cant make you soft and scared, they'll just make you scared "
5 " you cant con a con artist. isn't that what they always say? once I thought it was true. absorbed it a with all of her other teachings and my baby food. but I've proved the adage wrong, haven't I? I learned from the best. no- not her.him. "
6 " I fell like a star and she was the end of the world. A cataclysmic crash of two people. Never to be the same. Never getting back up. Not unless we were doing it together. "
7 " What didn't kill me didn't make me stronger; what didn't kill me made me into a victim. But I made me stronger. I made me into a survivor. "
8 " There is no normal. There is just a bunch of people pretending there is. There's just different levels of pain. Different stages of safe. The biggest con of all is that there's a normal. "
9 " I’d tear the whole world apart for you""And I'd burn it down for you "
10 " This we share. Scars and knowledge and broken saftey that was never reallty there in the first place, because we were born to bad apples. "
11 " It was the perfect meet-cute, except when you’re a girl who likes other girls, there’s this little additional dance, because what if she doesn’t? So you’re not looking for red flags like a girl does with a guy—you’re looking for rainbow ones. "
12 " I was raised for a kind of slaughter. But I grew into a huntress instead. One who always hits her target. No matter what. "
13 " I hate the whole " what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" saying. It's bullshit. Sometimeswhat kills you is worse. Sometimes what kills you is preferable. Sometimes what doesn't kill you messes you up so bad it's always a fight to make it through what you left with. What didn't kill me didn't make me stronger; what didn't made me a victim.But I made me stronger. I made me into a survivior. "
14 " We're all gonna die because I waited for the bacon donuts "
15 " Practically everyone thinks they're smarter than a teenage girl. It's what makes being one so powerful, if you know how to use that giant mistake of an assumption. "
16 " She's staring at me with a bomb and her brilliance between us, and I'm twisting a paper towel fuse with the kind of trust I didn't think I could give another person. "
17 " Came into the world with a lie on my lips "
18 " I am so sick of crying over them...those girls and what happened to each of them. My mother and what she dragged me into... and how I clawed myself out. "
19 " I'd never felt more instantly connected to a person in my life. I didn't love her immediately. I was already too wary for that. But I recognized something in her, something I wanted to be but couldn't even articulate yet: free. "
20 " There is no normal,” Amelia says. “There’s just a bunch of people pretending there is. There’s just different levels of pain. Different stages of safe. The biggest con of all is that there’s a normal. What I want for you is happiness and safety. That’s what I want for myself, too. "