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1 " I wishI had knownI was nevergoing tosee you againbecause I would havespent more timeclinging to the goodwe did haveinstead ofclinging to the badI couldn't change. "
― Amanda Lovelace , To Drink Coffee with a Ghost (Things that Haunt, #2)
2 " no one has to understand what we are as long as we do. - we’re the only thing that matters. "
3 " you were never the point to my story. i am. "
4 " you belong to nobody except yourself. "
5 " Your comfort is notmore important than my journey to healing. - I will never live a life of quiet again. "
6 " I can no longerfocus oneverything I've lost. No matter how many timesI hit replay,I can't change anything. I vow to focus on whatever elsethe universehas in storefor me. "
7 " For the first time, I will allow myself to believe that the best can & will happen to me, instead of the worst. - life doesn't have to be a horror show. "
8 " you cannot have a funeral for your mother without also having a funeral for yourself."- it's time to begin the procession. "
9 " You cannot have a funeral for your motherwithout also having a funeral for yourself. "
10 " your mother taught you to hate your body, - family heirloom. "
11 " One minute, you were here; the next, you had already gone. Now I'm terrified to leave a room without saying goodbye to everyone inside of it first. "
12 " I wonder what you would say if you saw me now. You were the one who passed on, but I'm the one who forgot what it was to live. I barely sleep & all the flesh is falling off my bones& my books-all my beloved books- are coated in inches of dust, unread. Here I am, somehow managing to be more haunted house than girl. - ghost-daughter "
13 " I just remember waking up one day & deciding that I would try to remember that even though rainstorms are completely unavoidable, sun-showers exist, too. "
14 " I'm not helpless. Truth is, I never was. "
15 " some things don’t come alive until we believe in them with our whole hearts. "
16 " i walk the thin line between nostalgia & trauma, never fully knowing the difference."- maybe there is none. "
17 " It wasn't longbefore I realized I could never be who you alwayswanted me to be. "
18 " I wishI had knownI was never going to see you againbecause I would have spent more time clinging to the good we did haveinstead ofclinging to the badI couldn't change. - what eats me alive. "
19 " For months,I dream that you aren't really dead-that they madesome sort of horrible mistake by declaring you dead &turning you to ash&you get to come backhome now.- it feels more like a nightmare. "
20 " She learnedthat dead momswere not justa thing that happened to characters in her favorite fairy tales. it happened to girls like her, too. but the difference wasthere was noomniscient narrator to teach her howto navigate it.- the cracked compass. "