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1 " Even though I knew this might end in heartbreak, that he might make my life scary and complicated and unpredictable, I knew I couldn't let him walk away. Because I knew he'd also make my life happy and comforting and full. "
― Kasie West , By Your Side
2 " The was something very satisfying about a smile that had to be earned. "
3 " It was hard to remember what I'd been so scared of. Being treated differently? Lack of acceptance? I was the one who hadn't accepted myself for who I was. I was the one who needed to be comfortable in my own skin. I hoped I could do that moving forward. "
4 " Possibilities are exciting and endless. Realities are final "
5 " Books, bringing people together.' That would make a good slogan for the library. "
6 " We made a rule,” I whispered.“Unlike you, I don’t follow rules.” He didn’t give me a chance to respond. His lips met mine and stole my willpower. "
7 " Don't pretend to know what I'm thinking based on your experiences "
8 " Are you ready for this ?""What?""Commitment.""You make it easy "
9 " Possibilities don’t hurt as much as realities. Possibilities are exciting and endless. Realities are final. "
10 " You don't know anything about me.""Everything I need to know is written all over your face.""Right now the only thing my face should be conveying is that it thinks you're a jerk."He bowed his head as if to say, exactly. "
11 " Possibilities are exciting and endless. Realities are final. There would be no more 'what ifs,' no more 'might bes," no more dreaming. "
12 " I especially hate cold ears. Feel them.”“Feel your ears?”“Yes.”“Why?”When it was obvious he wasn’t going to do it himself, I took him by the wrists and directed his hands onto my ears. We were now facing each other. He was half a foot taller, and I looked up to meet his eyes. His hands felt warm, so I knew my ears must’ve been as cold as I knew they would be. “See. Cold.”He didn’t say a word, just stared at me.I felt stupid so I took a step back. “Socks. Maybe I can borrow a pair of your socks.”“For your ears? "
13 " So now that you've committed to a girl, maybe you can go to class more, or even get a cat," I said. "
14 " I’m sorry. That sucks.”“Could be worse.”“Could be better.”“It always could. "
15 " I was locked in the library trying not to panic. Literally locked. As in, no escape. Every door, every window, every air vent. "
16 " I was not one of those girls who needed to fix broken boys. "
17 " Why are you here?” I wanted to give him a snarky answer to compete with his responses. Something like, I wanted to eat stolen apples and read books all weekend. But I held my tongue. Maybe if he learned more about me, he’d realize I just wanted to leave. "
18 " Thank you,” he whispered.I smiled. He did know those words. "
19 " Oh.” I still sat on the floor and was too deflated to get up. “Well, that’s not very helpful.”“You know, before coming here, I forgot to think about you and your needs.”“Why would you pack a dead phone? Is the charger in there?”“You tell me. "
20 " I turned my attention back to the movie too—Pirates of the Caribbean—a smile on my face. “Johnny Depp or Orlando Bloom?” I asked. “Johnny,” he replied, without asking me to clarify my statement. “Yeah, me too.” Johnny always plays eccentric roles, different roles, ones that help me feel like no matter what my issues, there’s a place for everyone in the world. "