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" It’s like I’m trying to climb a mountain, but I’ve got one fool trying to shove me down so I won’t be on his level, and another fool tugging at my leg, trying to pull me to the ground he refuses to leave. Jared and Trey are only two people, but after today, I know that when I head to Yale next fall (because I AM going there), I’m gonna be paranoid about people looking at me and wondering if I’m qualified to be there. How do I work against this, Martin? Getting real with you, I feel a little defeated. Knowing there are people who don’t want me to succeed is depressing. Especially coming from two directions. I’m working hard to choose the moral high road like you would, but it’ll take more than that, won’t it? Where’d you get the courage to keep climbing in the face of stuff like this? Because I know you got it from both sides. "
― Nic Stone , Dear Martin (Dear Martin, #1)
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" I still miss him so much, dude,” he says, his voice breaking. “It’s been almost a year and I still just can’t—I’m sorry, man, you don’t wanna hear all this.”
“Nah, it’s cool.” Now Jus’s eyes are moist. “I understand, man. I really do.”
“He’s never gonna visit me at college or be my best man, you know?”...
"He was my first real friend. I thought we’d grow old together and shit, you know? "
― Nic Stone , Dear Martin (Dear Martin, #1)