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1 " There is only one you. So the only point of life is to be you. That’s it. Whatever that is. Whatever that means. Nothing more. Nothing less. It’s just… a ride, ya know? There’s no winners. We’re all losers in the end. We’re all gonna die. So what’s the point in quitting the game early when we already know how it ends? "
― J.A. Huss , In to Her
2 " So he’s right. It’s the experiences that count. The memories. The time we get. This is just life. And even though it feels like we’re all playing by different rules because there are men out there like Damon and women out there like me, and some people are born rich and some are born super poor, and some are smart, and some are not, and some get more chances, more lucky breaks, we’re still playing by the same rules. We’re born. We live. We die. That’s it. What we do with the live part is up to us. "
3 " His lips seal over the top of my head, his tongue flattens out along my shaft, and he goes down. I don’t want to kill him, I decide. "
4 " Because that’s how this goes. Psycho comes along for the ride. You want kinky girls who are up for anything? You got it. Just deal with this unstable personality while you enjoy your vibrating cock ring and prostate stimulator. "
5 " Which most people might think is meaningless, but I don’t. Small talk says you know each other. You have little things on your mind you’d like to get over. And this person you small-talk with is the one who erases the tension or the leftover bad feelings about an argument, and makes everything better. Just makes things better. Life richer. Shit like that. "
6 " I thrust my dick inside her in that same moment and she squeals. I can only imagine how her vocal cords are vibrating against AJ’s thick shaft. “Fuck her hard,” AJ says. “Give her what she wants.” I pull back. Far back. Until her wet, pink pussy flaps are hugging the tip of my cock. And then I thrust forward so hard, AJ’s cock slips out of her mouth and her head bangs against his stomach. AJ grins and laughs. “Yeah,” he says. “Do it again. "
7 " The point is to have experiences, Yvette. To learn things. To explore, to need, to love, to hate, to win. To lose,” I add. “It’s just about experiences. That’s it. And some of them are good. And some of them are bad. "
8 " We’re born. We live. We die. That’s it. What we do with the live part is up to us. So I could take those pills and end the game early. But what will I miss? What experiences are waiting for me if I don’t check out early? What could I learn that I haven’t yet learned? Where could I go? Who could I meet? "
9 " Because sometimes love means walking away. So that’s what I did. This is how I love you both now. From far, far away. "
10 " I don’t know how he does that. Just pushes his problems away until later. I’ve always been a worrier myself. Always got a future problem running through my brain. He slides off to the side of Yvette and reaches over her to feel for my cock again. This time I don’t push him away. Because maybe that’s the answer? Maybe that’s how you stop worrying about the future? Just be here now. "