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1 " SinnerThree: … Tell me more about lobster sex, if you want. I’m not picky about sex talk as long as someone’s fucking.I laugh softly. This guy’s funny, I’ll give him that.LobsterShorts: I’m fresh out of lobster sex facts atm. BUT…lemme tell you about sea slugs.SinnerThree: Omg yes. I can’t wait for this. Hold on. Let me undo my pants. "
― Sarina Bowen , Top Secret
2 " I’m just a guy, standing on a beach in nothing but his favorite pair of lobster shorts, waiting for the right man to love me. "
3 " What was I ever thinking? I need this man. And even if being half a couple doesn’t come easily to me, I have to try. Nobody has ever gotten under my skin the way he does. Nobody has ever needed me the way he does. Not one person. It’s terrifying. "
4 " Logging out of the app last night was painfully hard. So was the state of my dick. You have no idea how hot it is helping a guy explore his sexuality. "
5 " I told Luke that most of me wants to hook up with him again. That’s not the case anymore. All of me wants it. Right here, right now—I’ve never wanted anything, or anyone, more.Goodbye, sexual confusion. Because confused is the last thing I’m feeling at the moment. There’s no other way around it—I like dudes. "
6 " Fuck me. I’m single, I’m a little depressed, and I’m very horny, with a side of sexual confusion, too. "
7 " It freaked me out that you're a guy. And that I let you take the lead. Part of me wants to forget it happened. Most of me wants you to do it again. "
8 " Jeez. Someone’s feeling crabby tonight. What’s wrong, Hayworth?” I crack. “You hard up? Your rich girlfriend isn’t sucking your dick often enough? "
9 " Oh, did I mention I’m a stripper?Some dudes prefer “male entertainer” or “exotic dancer,” but I call a spade a spade. I spend two nights a week shaking my crotch in happy women’s faces and stripping down to a G-string. Ergo, I’m a stripper. "
10 " Acknowledging my sexuality is starting to feel inevitable. My attraction to Luke isn’t just a one-off thing. My attraction to men is here to stay and keeping that bottled up feels wrong now. It makes the secret feel enormous. "
