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1 " I looked plenty close, Mireille, and saw many beautiful things but I also saw terrible things. I can’t pretend otherwise. You shouldn’t expect me to.” “Right, "
― Roxane Gay , An Untamed State
2 " Girl children are not safe in a world where there are men. They need to learn to be strong. There "
3 " It is often women who pay the price for what men want. "
4 " I shouted, “This is not right,” knowing my words were useless. There’s no room for such distinctions in a country where too many people have to claw for what they need and still have nothing to hold. My "
5 " Until that moment, Michael had not understood the vastness of the world and how small a place he held in it, "
6 " What is truly terrifying is the exact knowledge of what will come and being unable to save yourself from it. Grabbing "
7 " I wanted to tell him I saw the exact same things he did, that this country was a lot for anyone to take, but it was easier to pretend I didn’t. Back "
8 " How could I forget? We had a blast but we were surrounded by misery. That is hard to take. I’m just being honest.” “Michael, "
9 " I don’t understand women like you,” he said, winding down. “You could have made things easier for yourself. Would it be so hard to play nice with me?” “I don’t understand men like you. You could have made things easier for me.” “You "
10 " You people are all the same. You live in your grand homes looking down on us in the gutter. You think you control everything and can have anything.” “There "
11 " I ran through these streets and thought, “This is a Haiti I have never seen or known.” It was a Haiti no one should have to know. I "
12 " People like you always choose to absolve yourselves. You are complicit even if you do not actively contribute to the problem because you do nothing to solve it.” I "
13 " I stared at the woman who betrayed me. I shouted, “How could you? We are both daughters of Dessalines.” She stood perfectly still. She did not blink. She did not look away with her dry eyes. By "
14 " The mother kills one child to feed twelve, and one child to feed eleven, and one child to feed ten until she is left with but one child, whom she also slaughters because she too hungers. Finally, she returns to the middle of a cornfield where she slaughtered her other children, where the bones of their thirteen bodies lay. She slits her own throat because she cannot bear the burden of having done what needed to be done. After telling me this story, Elsa said, “A West Indian woman always faces such choices.” The "
15 " I made my choice. There is nothing you cannot do when you are no one. "
16 " And now, she knew her husband had lied to her. So many years, following him to so many places, and he had repaid her with such staggering deceit. "
17 " One thing he had learned in this life—there were always barbarians at both sides of the gate. He "
18 " They wanted to break me. It was not personal. I was not broken. This "
19 " There would be no evidence collected, no trial, no justice and without justice, there was no crime. "
20 " He wanted away from Mireille’s parents, all these people who said one thing and meant another. “You "