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" VEBLEN HAD RISEN UP the ranks of the temp agency, and nowadays made eighteen dollars an hour, just enough for rent and food and a few small items of need. Keeping a low overhead was part of her mind-set. It made for an existence that was lean and challenging, like life on the frontier. She believed it was important to be fairly compensated for your time and work, but that it was also important not to earn a bunch of money just to play a predetermined role in the marketplace. When unforeseen expenses came up, such as when her 1982 Volvo 244 blew its head gasket, she discovered how vulnerable she was—and had to take a second job for a while, packing candles into boxes in a factory in Milpitas on the night shift. But for the most part, her life worked. She was getting better at Norwegian, and her translations came more easily. She’d accomplished things, hadn’t she? All kinds of things you couldn’t put on a résumé, such as deciphering the cryptic actions of family members, and taking care of them until the day they died. "
― Elizabeth Mckenzie , The Portable Veblen
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" After all, it was unrealistic to expect Paul to be her twin, to think they would react the same way in every situation, always be in the same mood, though there was no denying she craved that. She must withstand all differences, no matter how wrenching and painful. For instance, Paul didn’t like corn on the cob. Of all things! How could a person not like fresh, delicious corn on the cob? And how could she not care? “I don’t like biting the cob and the kernels taste pasty to me,” Paul had told her. “Pasty? Then you’ve had really bad corn. Good corn isn’t pasty.” “Don’t get mad. It’s not like corn is your personal invention.” “But it’s impossible. Everyone likes it.” “People with dentures don’t like it.” “What are you trying to say? Do you have dentures?” “No! I’m just saying they are a sizable slice of the population.” “Not anymore. These days most people get implants.” “Not in rural areas.” “Okay, fine, whatever! But eating corn together, we’ll never be able to do that?” “I like other vegetables!” Paul practically yelled. “Corn is more than a vegetable, it’s practically a national icon. "
― Elizabeth Mckenzie , The Portable Veblen
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" While she was by temperament very forgiving to others, she was not inclined to be generous to herself. Nothing offended her more than her own faults, which seemed to be revealing themselves lately with alarming frequency. She was muted and superstitious, stunted and weak, and if she spent much more time thinking about it, she’d have a list that rolled out the door on a scroll. There was no perfect being out there, accepting, intelligent, kind, creative, full of life and appetite. Muckraker, carouser, sweet-toothed, lion-hearted. Or was there? 23 "
― Elizabeth Mckenzie , The Portable Veblen