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1 " Promises made without clarity of thought still counted. A careless yes and you were bound. "
― Megan Miranda , The Last House Guest
2 " But that was the thing about loving someone—it only counted when you knew their flaws and did it anyway. "
3 " I’ve known enough of loss to accept that grief may lose its sharpness with time, but memory only tightens. Moments replay. "
4 " But people must’ve realized what I too soon understood: that grief did not create anything that had not existed before. It only heightened what was already there. Removing the binds that once shielded me. "
5 " We were invisible, as we were taught to be. "
6 " the memory of my mother’s words in my ear as she worked, telling me to look again, to tell her what I saw, even though it always looked exactly the same to me. "
7 " Show me a chip in the demeanor and watch me fall. I never met a flaw I didn’t love. The hidden insecurity, the brief uncertainty. The waver behind the arrogance. "
8 " I was. In one way or another, I was never more myself than right then. Desperately, terrifyingly, unapologetically myself. And I’d just discovered the power of it, how it wreaked destruction, not only on myself but on others. "
9 " I heard once that you can’t dream a face until you’ve seen it in real life. That the figures in dreams are either real people or, blurry and unformed, things you can’t recall when you wake. "
10 " The Parker I once knew was unflappable, but loss can manifest in other ways. Signs of age, of illness, of pain. A tremor in the fingers, nervous system on overdrive. A wound slow to heal. "
11 " Torn between two worlds—the one in front of her and the one in her head that she was continually trying to uncover. "
12 " Maybe this was my downfall—always too trusting in the end; choosing someone else over the solitude. Yet again thinking people had anything but their own interests at heart. "
13 " this fact—We locked the "
14 " At night, from the inside,” I told him, “the only thing you can see is your own reflection. "
15 " Ambition wasn’t just in the work. Ambition, I believed, was tinged with a sort of desperation, something closer to panic. Like a dormant switch deep inside that could be forced only by necessity. Something to push up against until, finally, you caught. "
16 " Surrounded by the mountains and the ocean, you became more than you were elsewhere. "
17 " There were pieces of others who gave everyone shape, of course there were. "
18 " the idea that you didn’t have to apologize. Not for what you’d done and not for who you were. "
19 " the thing about loving someone—it only counted when you knew their flaws and did it anyway. "
20 " you had to take great risks for great rewards. That to change your life, to truly change it, you had to be willing to lose. "