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1 " He was smiling! That was it; her actual sunrise. It lit the candles of answers to every query of her life..Having wings is one thing and flying another. Having eyes is one thing and dreaming another. Having a heart is one thing and falling in love, quite another..Destiny is the root of all limitations and a dream is the seed for all liberations..By the way, is it darkness that gives light an identity or is it the other way round?.If life is divided into two parts, then one part is definitely about living it and the other, about missing the moments lived..How can I comfort anyone with words of hope when I am myself empty of it?.It might all sound bizarre to you because I am sharing my thoughts for her only today but believe me something happened from the first time I saw her. Something did happen. The air (or what was it?) told me she was mine though I was a little apprehensive to accept the fact then but now, I think I am in love. No, I know I am in love for the first time in my life. (Ritwika was just a crush). It’s crazy, I know. It’s only been few weeks that I first saw her. I haven’t even talked to her till now. But does that really matter?.What the fuck is it with first love? So many ifs and buts. Damn!.Seriously I do have something to tell God: It’s tough to be God, I know, but mind you it’s tougher to be human in this crazy fucking world of yours..No one asked me or forced me not to hug happiness but I consciously chose to sleep with pain..I am not happy so I can’t stand anyone who is..But I am helpless…you are helpless…we are helpless…the world is helpless and even help is helpless..It’s not about reaching the edge, it’s about the jump. A jump for onetime-the fall of a lifetime..It was eight years ago but time doesn't heal all wounds..Isn't it better to lie and encourage a significant construction than to speak the truth and witness destruction?.From today onwards Radhika is not only a part of my life but also a part of my heart, my mind, my soul, my will, my zeal, my happiness, my tears, my depression, my excitement, my interests, my decisions, my character and my identity..The times that go away at the blink of an eye are actually the times which eventually get placed inside the safe of our most treasured memories..Life is no movie where we need to necessarily get all things right by the end..She is too sexy to forget. "
― Novoneel Chakraborty , A Thing Beyond Forever