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1 " destroy me. love me. warp my image in photoshop with filter presetspush me off the brink of sanity. edit my sister sister fan fiction without my permish "
― Heiko Julien , I Am Ready to Die a Violent Death
2 " i need you to french me into the fucking dirt. need you to actually care about me and ineed you to know that i just get tired sometimes. need to think that you are a betterperson than i am and never say it. need you here with me, on our literal death mattress,lying perfectly still in the middle of every single consecutive and increasingly sober nightthats all i need, because i know no one ever really says what they really mean and iknow that there exists a world beneath this one where all the things that get left unsaidbecome all the things you really want. its my moms basement, but i cant go back "
3 " and we are dancinglike we know peopleOut Therewant to take our moneyand kill usand we still think they are beautiful "
4 " I spend every moment I'm not eating thinking about the next time I will eat. Creates and maintains tension. This is how I have cultivated bliss within, and yet my greatest strengths are alternately my biggest weaknesses. For instance, I died in a house fire in 2004. Tried to make four toasts in a two-toast toaster.You need to know: You are in the fight of your life. If you don't Grow, this fucked up hellscape of a reality we inhabit will ravage your mind/body/soul. "
5 " You aren't allowed to commit suicide until your mom has died. These are the rules. I don't make them. Living is better than not living, even though it's painful a lot of the time. Just make plans for the future. You don't even have to do them. "
6 " When you are having a serious problem and there's no one you can talk to about it because they wouldn't understand, that's when you're you. "
