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1 " The loneliness was sometimes the worst of the three because it made me crave the very thing I despised "
― Natalie Bennett , F*ck Toy
2 " Everyone thought they knew the secret method to make me better "
3 " I never chose a girl spontaneously. I was very selective, always going for a specific type. Brunettes. Brown eyes. Young, too—I preferred early to mid-twenties "
4 " Occasionally, if her body was worth it, I’d take some sweet little thing that didn’t fit the usual mold. I wasn’t referring to big titties or asses, but all around well-built and healthy "
5 " The sound of silence was overwhelming "
6 " My worst fear was that I became nothing more than a memory. One that caused pain and kept those I loved up at night "
7 " Peace through vengeance "
8 " The silence made me hear everything. The darkness made me see differently "
9 " Love was a major stretch of the imagination "
10 " She helped me explore some of my darker interests, and told me every day that not a damn thing was wrong with me "
11 " I was a firm believer that everything happened for a reason—even the bad things "
12 " I didn’t need friends; I had a cat "
13 " My ability to interact with strangers was rusty "
14 " There was nothing she could say that would make her silence okay. She wasn’t quiet because she was terrified; she was quiet because she didn’t give a fuck "
15 " He was just a man. Nothing more. Nothing less "
16 " Some things just weren’t meant to be spoken aloud "
17 " If I told this stranger what was bouncing around inside my head, she would more than likely recommend I be taken away to a safe place with a padded room "
18 " Some days were so much harder than others. "
19 " That didn’t make me crazy, and it shouldn’t automatically define me as broken. I was just different "
20 " Good looks didn’t mean shit if the person underneath them was a deranged psychopath "