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" I had learned since then, I said, that I was naive to expect that other people would merely allow me to change when those changes directly interfered with their own interests, and the revelation that my whole life, which appeared to have been built on love and freedom of choice, was in fact a facade that concealed the most craven selfishness was deeply shocking to me. There is no limit, I said, to what certain people will do to you if you offend them or take away what they want, and the fact that at one time you liked or chose to be among those people is one of the central mysteries and tragedies of life. Yet it is only a reflection, I said, of the very conditions and substances out of which your humanity is made – it is the attempt by selfishness and dishonesty to reproduce themselves in you and to continue to flourish in the world. You might as well go mad, I said, as try to resist that attempt. "
― Rachel Cusk , Second Place
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" It’s really far too long,’ he said, in his quiet, unhurried voice. I guessed that Kurt had never once considered length to be a matter of concern in the production of literature–on the contrary, he had probably taken it as a sign that things were going well! ‘It has to be,’ he said, rather stiffly. ‘But it’s over now,’ L said. ‘So why does it? Why does it have to take up time?’ ‘It’s how the story goes,’ Kurt said. He looked rather confused. ‘That was only the first section.’ L lifted his eyebrows and gave a small smile. ‘But my time belongs to me,’ he said. ‘Be careful what you ask people to endure. "
― Rachel Cusk , Second Place
