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61 " There was a time I’d thought it was another of my flaws. Thought that I was incapable of falling in love with a person or of having another person love me. But there was someone I had loved. Someone who loved me. Someone who proved contrary to the illustration I’d drawn of myself. “I did love someone once though, "
― Laurelin Paige , First Touch (First and Last, #1)
62 " But his eyes caught me. There was something I recognized in them—a sorrow or a longing that was both gripping and haunting. I saw myself in those "
63 " It was sincere and affectionate and progress and I thought, vanilla is good, too. "
64 " We were flirting. After everything we’d danced around. I was naked and he was hard and instead of touching, instead of kissing, instead of sating ourselves in each other, we were flirting. "
65 " Are you saying that trust is a factor for love? "
66 " How could I let someone do those things to me and feel better about myself than I ever had? Feel more for him than I had for anyone I could remember? "
67 " He was always rough. Always raw. He fucked me however he wanted—fucked my tits, my mouth, my cunt. He’d tell me when he wanted my ass in the future, he’d take that too. "
68 " Breath play. Denying oxygen to the brain, increasing the sense of pleasure. "
69 " And I wondered if I’d die like this. Die flying, soaring, rocketing to heights higher than I’d ever been. Would this be the eternity I’d be allowed to dwell in? In this overwhelming pleasure, so abundant, so consuming, so amplified that there wasn’t room for anything else. No room for fear or doubt or worry or shame or grief. Just this. "
70 " We had gotten a permanent room by banging the manager, and, on occasion, his son. "
71 " My body was ready and needy and I wanted him inside me more than I wanted my next breath. "
72 " This was our first surrender. First embrace. First kiss. First touch. "
73 " Why didn’t you wake me? I would have fucked you back to sleep.” I gawked at him. “I can’t wake you up for sex.” “Why not? "
74 " Admitting an unplanned pregnancy always seemed to open the door to judgment, more than admitting a drug addiction or an interest in sexual perversity. "
75 " It’s a problem of mine. I’m, I don’t know, sick or something. I like it when men do things to me, things that some women would consider horrible. Abuse, even. I mean, I more than like it. I need it.” “You’re a natural submissive, "
76 " I wanted him to show me and teach me and correct me. I wanted to learn to please him with a desperation I couldn’t explain. "
77 " Maybe I simply knew how good it would finally feel to submit, how rewarding. And it scared me. Scared me almost as much as the idea of not having it at all. "
78 " I'm sure someday's gotta happen for us all one day. But it doesn't mean mine's happening a the same time as yours. "
79 " It had been wonderful and magical and all the adjectives that people use to describe “making love. "
80 " I belonged to him the way that a good idea belonged to the person who thought it. "