QUOTE : I want to slap him.<br />Curse him.<br />Scream at him.<br />Slap him some more.<br />I want to reach a hand into his chest and squeeze that life-sustaining organ until he collapses from the lack of blood flow and the agonizing pain pummeling his heart until it’s scarcely beating. <br />I want him to hurt so badly that he can barely breathe while strips tear from his heart.<br />I want him to feel everything I’m feeling.<br />To hurt as much as I do.<br />I want all that.<br />But I can’t convince myself it’s the truth.<br />Because I love him too much. <br />I don’t want him to hurt like that.