" I don't know why I've got so much hope
pinned to someone who will never call me
home, but the way you talk about poems
like Marxists talk of revolution,
it makes me want to keep trying.
In the mornings, in my shower drain,
in the music, in the walk out the door,
I am looking for reasons to love you,
I am looking for proof that you love me. "

― Clementine von Radics , Mouthful of Forevers