QUOTE : All I need is<br />backup. He’s the little angel that sits on my shoulder whispering in my ear,<br />“You can do it!” It’s funny. I’m thirty years old now and I still feel like a little<br />girl. I’m still looking around to check and see what other people are doing<br />to make sure I’m not completely different; I’m still looking around for help,<br />hoping for a quick nudge and a whisper of advice. But I can’t seem to be able<br />to catch anybody’s eye. Nobody else around me seems to be looking around<br />and wondering what to do. Why is it that I feel like I’m the only person who<br />is confused and concerned about the choices I’ve made and where I’m<br />headed? Everywhere I look, I see people just getting on with it. Maybe I<br />should just follow suit and get on with it.