" I’m so angry I can hardly speak. The feeling is fire, and it’ll burn me up if I don’t lock it down. I’m so scared. I can’t feel this. I close my eyes and breathe, willing it away. It’s better to be sad and hurt. I’ll take the damage rather than inflict any. ~Sage Czinski "

― Ann Aguirre , The Queen of Bright and Shiny Things, Chapters 1-5