" I’ve prayed countless prayers to God saying, “Please take this desire away.” But He hasn’t! I even asked, “Just take the desire away until you’re ready to give it to me. Hold it in a box. Duct tape it closed for later because I don’t want to desire anything that you don’t have for me right now! It hurts too much. "

― Cheryl McKay , Finally The Bride: Finding Hope While Waiting