QUOTE : I will believe.<br />I will believe!<br />It's scary...but I have to do it. If I believe, maybe I'll be saved...But who knows? It might not happen immediately.<br />Maybe things won't change today, or even tomorrow. Good things don't happen right away...because I don't deserve them, right? But I'm starting to think maybe I'm just not noticing them. If I don't believe good things will happen...why would I look for them? I think...that I'll never find them if I don't have faith. If I don't believe in myself, then...