" While I’m counting with the Count, I list the reasons why I wish the pills had worked. 1. I wouldn’t have to face going back to school. 2. I wouldn’t spend the rest of my life being known as the girl who tried to kill herself and failed at that, too. 3. I wouldn’t have to remember, and so, because of that, and here’s the biggie: 4. I wouldn’t have to feel. Anything. Ever again. "
― Sarah Darer Littman , Backlash