QUOTE : He said the world would be a better place without me in it. And now I’m a loser at trying to make that happen. Everyone expects me to be happy that I failed. But I’m not. Which is why I can’t have shoelaces. Or a belt. And they make me open my mouth after they’ve given me my pills to make sure I’ve swallowed them. And they do bed checks every few hours to make sure I haven’t hanged myself with the sheets, so I can’t even get a good night’s sleep. And I want to sleep all the time, because when I’m asleep, I’m not here.