QUOTE : I didn't know it would hurt so much<br />Is it supposed to feel this way?<br /><br />My lungs are functioning but yet I can't breath? <br />My heart is pumping yet it bleeds? <br /><br />My eyes are open but I'd rather be sleeping<br />I know my brain is working but it won't let me stop thinking. <br /><br />All the good times and even the bad<br />Memories and its smiles<br />Sorrow and its tears<br />Every moment infused<br /><br />The littlest thing<br />Something someone did or said<br />The way they sounded or how they acted<br />Can trigger it all<br /><br />I don't know what hurts worse. <br />The fact that my heart still wants you<br />Or the knowledge that yours doesn't want me<br /><br />I didn't know it would hurt so much<br />Is it supposed to feel this way?<br /><br />All I know is that my fingers are bleeding as I pick up the remains of my heart off the floor and only time and tears are going to be the stitches that mends my heart