" There is no “letting go.” I would dare to take it further and say there is no healing from trauma. For nearly 25 years, I’ve waited to get over the traumas that have amassed across my life. The pursuit of this healing has felt a great deal like a search for God—for something elusive, divine, and that may or may not exist. "

― L.M. Browning , To Lose the Madness: Field Notes on Trauma, Loss and Radical Authenticity