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" A rich body of testimony has been written about the Holocaust, the testimony of the survivor, and it embodies their whole psychology: haste, inarticulateness, and the lack of all introspection. It is as if what had happened only happened outside them. Their spiritual reckoning, if there is such a thing, was principally concerned with conclusions about society, not with the realm of the soul...Such writing must be read with caution, so that one sees not only what is in it, but also, and essentially, what is lacking in it. "
― Aharon Appelfeld , Beyond Despair: Three Lectures and a Conversation with Philip Roth
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" Because I spent a large part of the war in villages, in fields, by riverbanks, and in forests, this greenness is imprinted on me, and whenever I remove my shoes and step on the grass, I immediately remember the pastures and the dappled animals scattered over the endless space. And then a fear of these open spaces returns to me. My legs feel tense, and for a moment it seems to me that I’ve made a mistake. I’m still in the war, and I have to beat a retreat to the outer edges of the forest, running and ducking, because the outer edges provide more safety. At the edges of the forest you can see without being seen. "
― Aharon Appelfeld , The Story of a Life
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" Someone who was an adult during the war took in and remembered places and individuals, and at the end of the war he could sit and recall them, or talk about them. (As he would no doubt continue to do till the end of his life.) With us children, however, it was not names that were sunk into memory, but something completely different. For a child, memory is a reservoir that doesn’t empty. It’s replenished over the years, clarified. It’s not a chronological recollection, but overflowing and changing, if I may put it that way. "
― Aharon Appelfeld , The Story of a Life