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21 " don’t work yourself to the point of a mental breakdown. give priority to your mental health. you are only a few steps away from completely losing your balance and breaking your mind. take one step back every time you take two steps forward. breathe. be mindful. see through life as it transpires moment by moment. learn when to rest. sleep is important. eating healthily is important. everything you do for the sake of your sanity is important. being kind to your mind is the best self-care there is. if there’s anything that’s lovely about you, it is your mind. "
― Juansen Dizon , I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction
22 " Be soft. Be grateful. Anything that is healing doesn’t always glow. "
23 " Healing is when you become something else, something better, and not something you were before. "
24 " A happy ending: She agreed to love herself deeply. She was finally the sun of her own life. "
25 " Sunrise is the start of something beautiful: the day.Sunset is the start of something beautiful: the night. "
― Juansen Dizon , Confessions of a Wallflower
26 " I am the moon, and sometimes I shine full in my dark,and sometimes I shine half in my dark,and sometimes I am the darkness myself. "
27 " Your mental health is more important than everything. "
28 " I am both self-destructive and self-loving. Both seem very romantic to me. "
29 " You will sad your way out of life. You will cry. You will scream. And when the sadness is over.You will try. You will dream. "
30 " I'm going to die one day. And that fact alone should force me to live my life to the fullest. But I'm the opposite way around. I want to die because I am consistently eaten up by nothingness. "
31 " I'm always sad even in times when I am happy. Is that weird? That I feel everything so deeply that even in happy moments I am sad because I am afraid that I'll never be happy for the same reason because I have already felt it? That I have ruined precious moments in life by feeling too much that those moments just turns into sad memories that I'll always look back to whenever I feel the need to remember what it's like to feel every time I feel absolutely nothing at all. "
32 " Paint the stars and the moonback into my night sky and tellme it is okay to cry without askingwhy. "
33 " You deserve a love that's deeper than the ocean.A love that's brighter than the sun.A love that's higher than the mountains.A love that you can only find inside yourself. "
34 " Some days I don’t exist. My bed becomes a casket. "
35 " I'll never leave you," he said thousands and thousands of miles away. "
36 " Do you fall in love with boys or with girls?" I asked her."Sometimes boys," she replied. "Mostly souls. "
37 " June 16, 2018I feel lovely, but it’s just the drugs. But sometimes I think that maybe it isn’t just the drugs? Maybe these feelings are inside of us all along, and the drugs find them. Maybe that’s why some people choose to be junkies because they choose to believe that they’re worthy of happiness. And maybe some of us like the pain so much that we numb it in order for us to really understand it. To put these suicidal feelings to sleep and fall in love with the way we fall in love with the stars within us. I think self-destruction is the most addictive thing. There’s something very powerful and magical about it. "
38 " I am a child with an old soul. I see magic in everything, but at the same time, everything tires me because I feel everything so very deeply. "
― Juansen Dizon
39 " She can be sad even when she’s happy. She can be lonely even when she’s loved. She felt things deeply. It was both her blessing and her curse. "
40 " That’s how we stay young nowadays: Chasing down bottles of pills, jumping off bridges, slicing up our bodies and an idealized vision of being skinny enough. "