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1 " As he held me close, I felt a sensation like I’d finally come home. It was like all of the layers around my heart were disintegrating away like paint chips falling into oblivion. The only sound were the crickets chirping outside. And I didn’t know what possessed me to say it— maybe the intense emotion of everything all coagulated into one spot. A swollen button on top of every experience that had stitched us together. “I love you,” I uttered into his ear, surprising myself. I’d meant to say I hated him, but my mouth wouldn’t form the words. “I love you too,” he said. "
― Jeremy Jenkins , My Dad's Best Friend
2 " Had the nurse seen when he touched my arm? That heavy moment we shared that hung on my consciousness and metastasized like a cancer? "
3 " But I was nothing but a prisoner to the slow march of time. "
4 " The good thing about crying, I’d realized, was the catharsis you felt when everything finally came out. It was as though I’d cried tears of poison; poison that didn’t have to be inside me anymore. "
5 " Everything in my mind was screaming at me to stop kissing him, but I couldn’t. It was like trying to paddle upstream against a wild current. I was drowning, sinking down into the waters of my emotions. Nothing made sense here except his lips molding against mine. "
6 " Laughter felt like blowing dandelion seed to make your wishes scatter through the air where everyone could see them. "
7 " Blood and tears are the same. Both are the body's way of crying for help. "