" So I ring Justine Kalinsky and I say, " It's Francesca Spinelli," and she says, " Francesca, you've got to stop using last names. How are you doing?" and I say " I feel like shit" , and I don't know how it happens, but by eight o'clock that night I'm lying next to her on the couch with Siobhan and Tara and we're eating junk food and watching a Keanu movie. And I want to stay on that couch for the rest of my life. "