" I heard what you told him,” he said. “That you thought it would be easy to fall in love with him. You meant it, too.” “So?” It was the only thing I could think of to say. “I was jealous—of that. That I’m not … that sort of person. "

― Sarah J. Maas , A Court of Mist and Fury (A Court of Thorns and Roses, #2)