" I want to live first. With you. I want to see things and have adventures. I want to learn what is it to be immortal, to be your mate, to be part of your family. I want to be ... ready for them. And I selfishly want to have you all to myself for a while. "

― Sarah J. Maas , A Court of Mist and Fury (A Court of Thorns and Roses, #2)