" When I fail, I feel jealous or resentful of these others. When I succeed, I worry that others will be jealous or resentful of me. I become suspicious or defensive and increasingly afraid that I won’t get what I so much desire or will lose what I already have. Caught "

― Henri J.M. Nouwen , The Return of the Prodigal Son Anniversary Edition: A Special Two-in-One Volume, including Home Tonight