" ... " I now see that I spent most of my life in doing neither what I ought nor what I liked" . The Christians describe the Enemy as one " without whom Nothing is strong" . And Nothing is very strong: strong enough to steal away a man's best years not in sweet sins but in a dreary flickering of the mind over it knows not what and knows not why, in the gratification of curiosities so feeble that the man is only half aware of them ... "