QUOTE : Why wasn't I already kissing this woman? Why wasn't I naked, eating violets, and playing music underneath the open sky?<br />Looking around the room again, everything seemed terribly ridiculous. These people sitting on their benches wearing layers on layers of clothing, eating with knives and forks. It all struck me as so pointless and contrived. It was incredibly funny. It was like they were playing a game and didn't even realize it. It was like a joke I'd never understood before.