" Arin, you’re not listening. You’re not thinking clearly.”

“You’re right. I haven’t been thinking clearly, not for a long time. But I understand now.” Arin pushed his tiles away. His winning hand scattered out of line. “You have changed, Kestrel. I don’t know who you are anymore. And I don’t want to. "

― Marie Rutkoski , The Winner's Crime (The Winner's Trilogy, #2)