" —You don’t know what it’s like to be a man over thirty who’s never had anything happen to him. You spend so many years trying to stay safe, stay alive, to avoid some unknown horror. Then you realize the horror is existence itself. The nothing-happening. —You were bored. —I wasn’t bored. I was dying. I am dying. But this week was different. There was alignment and order and a coming-to. — "

― , Your Fathers, Where Are They? And the Prophets, Do They Live Forever?