QUOTE : Part: 1 July <br /><br />This one more of how where I remember these days. <br /><br />Photos online, and cam videos all that are my memories- of me to others. <br /><br />Part: 2 August <br /><br />Compare… them then and now- naked slut girl or 1940s modesty. <br /><br />I remember having the old photo album spread out on the bedroom floor. <br /><br />Oh! Wow! Look at this one… do you like how she was remembered better than me? <br /><br />(Photo) <br /><br />Part: 3 <br /><br />It's- September <br /><br />More of the same- I have become a cam-whore!!! Nothing more… <br /><br />Part: 4 <br /><br />OCTOBER <br /><br />…And yah- a, ah- pics that would make you blush, and hard, you boys would love to see me, now, wouldn’t you? <br /><br />Part: 5 <br /><br />NOVEMBER <br /><br />Making cummie videos is my life. <br /><br />Part: 6 <br /><br />DECEMBER <br /><br />Coming 7 hours out of the day is taking time away from other things. <br /><br />Part: 7 <br /><br />WAKING UP <br /><br />…After fraping till- I passed out all hot gross and sweaty, I did not remember falling asleep- with mom and dad- sis and the world seeing me as my door to my trashed bedroom- all jammed open- and’s- and’s- AND’S- did not care at this point. (SAY IT WITH exhausted SLURRING.) <br /><br />JANUARY yet how- ga-gives- a ________. <br /><br />Ef… <br /><br />E- un- mm- ah- in-n… <br /><br />Whatever… <br /><br />I am making 50 G’s in a night… so that makes it okay. <br /><br />(A photo of me lying in bed with all this money!) <br /><br />Part: 8 <br /><br />TIME PASSES <br /><br />Craziness… look at my life here… all board… <br /><br />‘I am home,’ I mumbled, confused- not even more. <br /><br />‘What did I do?’ I felt my face wrinkle. It was so unfair. <br /><br />My behavior… here is wow… <br /><br />After that first week… of doing this… <br /><br />How do I look… which neither of us ever mentioned what we do? <br /><br />I hadn't missed a day of school or work. <br /><br />My grades were perfect. <br /><br />Yet this show is all going to shit- no? <br /><br />This is what I did here… showing everything that makes me a girl! <br /><br />Now I am passing down- to her- yah me- is it wrong? I must live with it. <br /><br />#- A cam video and all these photos of her online now are worth 1,000 words! #-0-okay then what does this one says then? <br /><br />My little sis- and she is frapping harder than I do- in this- damn, she is my Minnie me! She started younger than me even- yet that is all girls, her age. <br /><br />Here is one with her dressed wow seem weird to see her with something on anymore- <br /><br />(Swipe- and the phone in your hand would make a click sound…) <br /><br />Oh, this one- <br /><br />She loves these beautiful white lace kid’s girls’ shorts- so girlie- girly- from Wal-Mart, yet she was banned from wearing them in school without anything under them, yet I look around and all other girls do it. <br /><br />Yet, on Facebook- and Instagram 1, you get one persona and on Google images a whole other- just like Snapchat you have her as your girlfriend for the night yet have- yet she is your striptease only- and the other Instagram- that grammar should never- ever see- yet this is how to get popular- and stay popular. <br /><br />Besides then there is the community of internet nudists- on MFC. And the profile- she now has too, a legacy to be remembered by, no? Yet, when you have no education to speak of and working for some d*ck head is just out of the question, over they think you’re not worthy of their time- were you're not making anything, and at this point in Pa she too young to work, yet is old enough to have unprotected sex… Um- and then I wonder- yet she needs the money- for school coming up because your mommy and daddy don’t have it, and all for fun, boys, and a girl's night of fun- and partying- and being crazy. Money is everything… and why girls do what they must do…