QUOTE : I stared at the sheets of paper after I'd finished reading. I missed her terribly. It was astonishing to me how much we were thinking in the same direction. Fenn got me, in a way that I didn't think anyone else ever had. And at the same time, we were nothing alike. I'd written more than one letter like hers, to be opened after my death. One for Tiff, one for Reimer, one for Tom, one for Maddie, one each for my parents... only if you wrote them like i did, you called them suicide notes instead